Entries for March, 2007
March 1st, 2007
I'm sorry...
Posted by sparx at 03:19 AM on March 1, 2007.
Please forgive me by Donald Daff
I know I hurt you and I feel so bad,
For saying things and making you sad..
It's just that my love for you is so great,
I want to be with you, I just can't wait..
You are so special, one of a kind,
I could look forever and never find,
Anyone else as wonderful as you,
With such a pretty smile and eyes so blue..
Please forgive me for things I said,
I love you so much, It just messed my head..
You are my life. My very breathe,
I promise to love you, even after death..
So if you can forgive this broken hearted friend,
You'll never see that part of me again..
I'll love you and take care of you for infinity,
We'll make it, together, just you and me. .
Today i want to say sorry to those people i lied to...to those people i cursed...I felt really bad today..because of that math test that i fail
so depressing..I'm very sorry (
Especially to my dear Big sis who is always there for me and my friends...(Samantha, Mariel, Joan & the rest), My family that i love!
I'm sorry for being mean and so selfish...I sorry, sorry ..sorry...
CAN YOU FORGIVE ME?
Hope you forgive me..Mwah <hug>
Currently feeling: depressed
March 6th, 2007
Hate this TOPIC!
Posted by sparx at 02:52 AM on March 6, 2007.
Dear Diary,
Well, My textmates are not replying today..Maybe they are doing something or they just don't want to hear my problem
(ay!joke lang po!)
I am just feeling weird because my Parents keeps on talking about collage!wah!MY brother is going to collage next school year!!!he is planing to study in Ateneo De Manila and take MAC.What's MAC? Management of Applied Chemistry( I want that course too!).Anyway the point is...Next to the school is the Expenses that we will face for 4 years!:S how about me?I'll be in collage in 2 years!(perhaps!).I told my parents that i can transfer to a cheaper school that HedCen if they want to (deep inside i was sad). But they said NO! Stay in Hedcen!hehehe!
But i'm worried for my dad, He do all the work.He has no "luho" at all the money that he worked for was all for us..His family...(what a great father).
I have to double my effort so that the money that he spend for me will be worth! Like the load...I'll make sure that i will use it for important purposes only(so unlimited lang ako during weekends). The 100 pesos allowance must last for a week!gosh!TIPIDITY ako ngayon...hay...
My mom always say "OH, Blessing! be simple and wag maging MALUHO!"
my dad says" Nene, ang tanging pamana ko sayo ay pag aaral!!!!(wah!nene?!)
argh!So freaking topic! COLLAGE!!!! but is okay..as long we are in God, all things are possible! hehehe...Think positive diba!?:D
NOTE: This was suppose to be post yesterday but i have lots of requirements to be done:D kaya ngayon lang
Currently feeling: uncomfortable
March 8th, 2007
silence
Posted by sparx at 03:01 AM on March 8, 2007.
Yup! my this post is about silence.
Today, i watch the varsity game of the high schoolers. They were enjoying, laughing and stuff. Margot was also watching "alone". I thought that it was my change to get "OK" with her..but i was wrong...I Tried to talk to her..I said "HI ate margs!"..She just ignored me and made me look like a stupid!!
I walk away..
From now on..I won't talk to her anymore!...( I hope i can do it!)
Currently feeling: stressed
March 9th, 2007
It's already near...
Posted by sparx at 03:13 AM on March 9, 2007.
I'm scared, because the school year is ending...I don't want to say Good Bye to my friends...Well not because i'm leaving or what...I'm just sad...Or lets day scared of moving to the next level..(IF ever i passed year2).
Talking about leaving...My chummer, will move to another job because she needs to study... the work place is near to her collage school...Gosh!I really gonna miss her...The friendship that was made and the things that we do every time we were together..sad I'll be happy for her..because it is her choice..But no matter happens we will still be friends..i know that
Currently reading: Txt ni Renee
Currently feeling: scared
March 10th, 2007
What a busy day!
Posted by sparx at 12:24 AM on March 10, 2007.
Today i woke up at around 7:30 because my mom shouted...Well, that was the purpose to wake me up!hehehe...She shouted "blessilda!" hehehe.. She calls me Blessilda when she is mad or irritated!hehehe...
She talked to me about saving money..I'm still sleepy that time. So i just stared at her.hehehe...she asked if i'm listening..i said no..she repeats it..Then i got it..She said i have to cellphone...but i don't have a work yet..LUHO daw!hehehe...
MY mom asked to choose...The pink cellphone or the silver...Of course I picked the pink one.hehe..I did say any work anymore because it is too early for a quarrel. AND she has a point.Now my problem is I can't use both simcards..My smart and Globe...Well, i think i need to obey my parents...Because they always have a point!hehehe....
after that short conversation will her..I stared doing my Practical Arts Project..Which is a house...Everybody was laughing at it when i brought it last Wednesday, gosh! i felt sad My teachers was asking.."YAn ung project mo?hihi..maganda naman"(duh!? they were not telling the truth! i know it).Tss...so what i did was..I redo it..My dad help in some important detail (i cried before he help me!Labshu dad!).I am almost finished with it..I need a roof! hehehe..DAD HELP!
NEXT...
We were asked to make a journal, for our plant in the sapa. I am almost done!I just need to add some details...
Another Project..
We were given a project in Physics..we were group by pairs...My teammate is Junichi!(yeah).We decided to make 2 planes..One from him and one from me.We will just compare the both planes on Monday..hay...
I need to do lots of things..Good luck!
Currently feeling: rushed
March 14th, 2007
Do i have to say Goodbye?!
Posted by sparx at 12:52 AM on March 14, 2007.
...How sad...
Lots of teachers or let us say Friends that are going to say good bye this year even thought the subjects are hard and crappy they make it to the point that it will be FUN!...
To my dear teachers that are saying Good bye/SeE you soon!....
I'm very thankful that i studied in HedCen and met new friends...Who i eat with during lunch time, who i talked to in when I'm depressed and to those who make me laugh when I'm in a bad mood:p
Even thought I'm not a Good student and not that Smart..thank you for teaching me and my fellow students that hard subjects of yours...And thank you for teaching us how to dance di ba? for the years that we were together...for the headaches that me and my class cause you..I'm very sorry...how sad to start a new school year without you guys..
do you remembered the 1st meeting of our class..We talking about Foot long hotdog...hehehe! and that lesson i about conversion.ryt?..and the bridge card game..it was funnnn..thanks!
and i remembered that the electric fan was on fire when you were teaching...hehehe!remember that?we were running toward the door!hehehe funny:D
Also the 1st time we went to the mall, we went to Eastwood and watch a movie.hehehe..we also went to UP to buy some materials:> hehehe...
I'm going to miss that times..
Dear teachers, I hope that even though you're not my teacher anymore... The friendship will still continues..ha? Promise...I'am not talking about just one teacher but TEACHERS!!!hehehe..ha? Friends?:p
I'm not going to say goodbye just....see you soon Keep in touch
Currently listening to: PANALAGIN
Currently feeling: relaxed
March 16th, 2007
:P
Posted by sparx at 01:30 AM on March 16, 2007.
Friday, i was suppose to be in our school field trip today but, my Tita told me that my cousin Janina don't need a companion anymore because she will not come...So i decided to stay home and do something productive:D
I do some Kumon at around 9:30...I got bored..since i was saving money, i decided to buy something for myself...I told my mom that i'll go to Big R, my lola herd it and my won't allow me to go unless my lola is with me...(NO CHOICE...)
We arrived in Big R at around 11:30..I was still in the good mood that time( pasmile-smile pa!) ...She bought some socks for my cousins in Australia...
I bought a slippers for my self of course but i was very very annoyed because she keeps on telling everyone that she went to Australia...
Each store we went and she talks to the sales-lady..she always say this"Gling ako sa Australia eh, winter ngayon dun...Pwede kaya ito?!"
I'm so irritated and i'm already in a bad mood..(because of something), I told her if she wants to go home..And she said that it is too early to go home..I told her that it's Friday, there will be a lot
of passengers that will ride the FX! hehehehe...So she said ok.(yeyhey!)
But i felt bad after that...Because,i am loosing my patience lately..i'm worried at about it..because i might hurt the people that i loved(Hurt! not kicking type of hurt!:D)
OH yeah!i bought something for Baby Mateo hehehe!
Currently feeling: worried about something..
March 26th, 2007
Summer decisionx(
Posted by sparx at 09:19 PM on March 26, 2007.
Yey!it is already our summer vacation! Well i guess this will be the most Hottest one..hehehe...
I still need to go to school because of KUMON...hehehe! My dad asked me if i want to try to study in Assumption Antipolo. At first i thought he was joking...cause my mom don't want be to study in AA. But my dad was not joking...he told me that we will inquire on Wednesday..(March 28). MY felt weird, i want to try it..but i don't want to leave HedCen.. Making a decision is very hard!! My mom, told my dad that she won't help us apply because she don't want me to study in a all girls school...hay..so GULO!!!!!
Finally, i talked to them and said that..even though i want to transfer to AA, I can't because they are not accepting in coming a 3rd year..and i need to adjust...New friends and teachers. Also i am already in 3rd year...so why do they need to transfer me..
If the reason are the boys!Gosh...Dad, don't worry i know i am a good girl...Labshoo daddy!:* hehehehe.... same as mommy!
hehehe...
Currently feeling: nervous
March 31st, 2007
News Update
Posted by sparx at 01:25 AM on March 31, 2007.
News update..
Summer has already started, lots of things has been changed. Like my Kumon reporting schedule, From Mondays and Thursdays it became Mondays and Thursdays…But my mom told me to make once a week because of the transportation…and I don’t have a buddy to be with….
I told my mom that I know already how to ride tricycles and jeeps but still they don’t allow me to go to school riding those…(buti nga nag-volunteer na ako eh)
Uhm…regarding my textus addiktus…I already lessen it... There was a time that I hate my cell phone…(hehe!) I kept it in my drawer for a day… maybe because I just don’t like the people who keeps on texting hehehe! Well, I guess its not bad at all did not spend load and did not bother any people…
Currently listening to: Ikot
Currently feeling: calm
Bataan Trip
Posted by sparx at 01:27 AM on March 31, 2007.
I know, i know...it's very late to post this because the trip was last December 19…
Oh well, the trip was fine lots of things that were not expected happened…. I was so excited but still I arrived at school late! (hehehe) Joan, Samantha, Apaul and I rode at a black starex with Mr. and Mrs. Dela Cruz (Joan’s parents) plus Edward (His makulit na Brother) hehehe…Actually, I really want to ride at teacher Dawn’s Revo but my mom and Tita Lyn (Joan’s mom) are friends so…That…
We stopped at a yucky forest(but it was not that yucky)…Trekking PARE!!!! Lost of trees and insects (so HOT!) Finally we stopped at Haribon, We ate our Lunch! There was an old American dude, drinking beer at noontime (garbe!) He is so scary. He looks like Santa Clause…hehehe..
After 2 hours of traveling (from Subic) ….we finally reached our destination the BANTAY PAWIKAN in Morong Bataan (beach Pare!) it was already our second time to go there…but last time I’m an EPA (cleans the place) this time I was assign in the kitchen hehehe..Sir Leo, Kalvin, David and I went to the market. We bought Dinner and breakfast…Second day, Lunch and Dinner the third day uhm.. I already forgot
We went patrolling for 2 nights. I was a team leader my teacher that a companied my team and me was Teacher Dawn. My group mates were Joan, Samantha, David, Janno, Anjo, Nikki and Celina (1st night)… Joan, Samantha, David, Kalvin, Anjo, Nikki and Celina (2nd night). The 1st night was good…but we didn’t saw any pawikans. I saw lots of shooting stars (I made a wish). The second night was a little bit of dramatic :p I cried…some say that I got scared because our destination has lots of fisherman (so what?) they are drunk!!! Wah.. Creepy!!! But it was not the reason was Sicret!
1st day in the destination..
Picture taking with a WWE dude…
Put up the tents…
Fix the place…
Rest…
Went to the market…
More picture taking: P
Cleaned the Pond (year 1 did it most coz we were done with that last year)
Some of my classmates played PS2 (pusoy dos)
Dinner Time (day one)
Gosh it was fish! But still I have to eat it… Jirah and I don’t have the appetite to eat so we just got a little food. After our dinner, we all relaxed. Sir Leo, who is very jolly, played with his portable light…I think it for hiking or for camping. It was very bright! hehehe! I became his victim I look at his jacket then he turned the lights on..wah! It’s so painful! hehe… then we started the patrolling at around 11 pm. Lucky me I did not cross the river hehehe…(coz of &hellip
Day 2 (not in order)
Breakfast
Rest
Picture Taking
Get water from the ocean!( it took us how many hours to fill up 1/3 of the pond!)
Lunch
Rest
Play Soccer and Volleyball
Bonding moments while looking at the sunset, Some were Swimming.
Rest
Fill up the pond
Coastal Clean up! (So HOT HOT HOT)
Rest
Dinner
Patrolling
Day 3
We woke up at around 6 am. We released lots of baby pawikans..I named mine Tadah, Nene and Greenie…hehehe.. We ate our breakfast and took a bath. Then we packed our tents and things Triple checked the placed. Went to Subic and ate our lunch at Jollibee, we went back to HedCen at around 4 pm.
The trip was fun… and the year 2 and the year 1 had a chance to bond. I’m sorry if my pose was not that detailed it so hard to think back hehehe..
I hope that my Parents will allow me to join the trip next year...with the new batch of year ones!
**I didn’t play PS2 because I don’t know how… I rather play bridge than PS2 coz my Master Ramil taught me how to play the game:D
The teachers who join the trip were…
Teacher Dawn
Teacher Mitch
Sir Leo
Sir Henry
Currently listening to: Tell me Where it hurts MYMP
Currently feeling: happy